getting scared

my grandmother is scarying me. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

tonight my grandmother was talking to me...and she was changing the subjects left and right. no biggie i even do that. Well, then she said something about she was up until 3am the other night thinking about how she only has 3 of 8 brothers and sisters left. i told her mam-maw they are all still ok they are all alive except for 2. She thought that it was just her, her sister helen and her 2 brothers max and herbert. (Wayne and Dorris--are still alive also). Her twin and her brother Gene are the only ones that have passed.

Also she is so confussed about things...and she wont go to the doctor. And when we try to explain them to her she gets frusterated and yells. And she is getting worse. Which i didnt think you could get any worse. She told my mom the other day that she was going to move back to Anniston. And she wasnt going to tell my mom until she was there. We were suprised at that. Also, we talked to her youngest brother Wayne tonight. And he thinks she and my aunt Helen should be put in assisted living. My mom said that she wouldnt do that. So i think the ruling is that mom is going to talk to mam-maw tomorrow while i'm at work. And then if she still wants to go and move in with Helen she is going to let her go. Which it has taken 2 1/2 years for her to finally realize that my grandmother hates it here. And i do mean HATES it here.

So that is what has been going on here. I also bought $150 worth of clothes today. Boy did i need them. But i only got 3 shirts and 1 pair of pants. Would have liked to have gotten more. But "big people clothes" are really expensive.

Well, that is all for now. Ta-Ta.

Love ya,
-Me-